Jeremy's age is a turn-on; he's like my dad, and I respect him. He makes me feel cared for and is my best friend, lover, and a father figure.
We met online. I'd been in an abusive relationship and hadn't dated in years. The first time at his house, I was nervous but excited. We started meeting weekly for sex.
Jeremy is polyamorous, and we can talk about anything. I call him my "cool dad." Initially, I felt guilty.
Our relationship is open. I've been seeing someone else for six months, but he doesn't know about Jeremy.
Sex with Jeremy is gentle and loving, unlike my past experiences. He doesn't watch porn, and his erectile dysfunction takes the pressure off.
I've been with about 40 people, but Laila was unexpected.
The age gap makes her feel different than a girlfriend. I'm polyamorous to have different dynamics.
I don't have a limited capacity for love. I can feel insecure, worrying about being left.
I have physical limitations, so we can only have sex with Laila on top. She likes older men.
Sex with Laila is magical. We take psychedelics sometimes. We feel incredibly close. We spend hours kissing.
6 Comments
ytkonos
You deserve love that feels safe and gentle after what you’ve been through. I’m glad you found that!
eliphas
This seems really misguided. A relationship with such a big age gap can never be healthy.
paracelsus
It’s concerning that intimacy is tied to such an age gap; it often leads to manipulation.
Karamba
This entire scenario sounds like it could easily end in emotional harm for all parties involved.
lettlelenok
Exploring connections with different dynamics is such a personal journey. Good for you!
Matzomaster
Why are you involved with someone who has erectile dysfunction? It raises questions about emotional exploitation.